aftermath - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I moved away and changed my number when I did it

I'd hoped that cuttin' you off would make me feel different

I know I'm weaker than I probably seem

I can't lie, I blame you for everything

All pins and needles when I meet somebody new and I

Get all choked up whenever they ask about you and I

Feel so pathetic and I wanna scream

I can't lie, I blame you for everything

And I think you know exactly what I mean

You really fucked me up

Screamin' at my mirror like I'm fuckin' drunk

Question who I am and what I could've done

But you're the one who told me that you were in love, oh

You really fucked me up

Close my eyes and think of anything but us

Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough

But you're the one who told me that you were in love, oh

Try to forget how you could never meet me in the middle

How all the pain that you inflicted made me feel so little

A little tired of remembering

I can't lie I blame you for everything

You'd change so quick, you'd start a fight, then you'd be saying sorry

Made me look like a fuckin' idiot at every party

It made me sick, it's so embarrassing

I can't lie, I blame you for everything

And I think you know exactly what I mean

You really fucked me up

Screamin' at my mirror like I'm fuckin' drunk

Question who I am and what I could've done

But you're the one who told me that you were in love, oh

You really fucked me up

Close my eyes and think of anything but us

Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough

But you're the one who told me that you were in love, oh

You really fucked me up

Screamin' at my mirror like I'm fuckin' drunk

Question who I am and what I could've done

But you're the one that said that you were in love