Fed up with his suicidal tendacies

Josh depressed but it's not a felony

Trying my best to just make him happy

All my attempts been so crappy

Back when we were kids and laughing

I'm just wondering what happend

There's no answer why'm i asking

Are you thinking about passing?

Dead luck, with forgetting this abuse

Knack raps or helping hard for me to choose

Cuz do i want the fame and the ability to change

Or do i want my gang and the ability to save

Can't make others happy if i'm not feeling great

Being born on soundcloud think i might've showed up late

Lately i've been numb and my heart is filled with hate

Know what i'm getting into feeling like i've sealed my fate

And then you may catch me flying head over heels

But you'll never catch me lying cause the pain is too real

The advice to ignore it but that's all i can feel

When God was making life he handed me a bad deal

Don't go outside because i don't get a thrill

And when I do die put my brother in the will

Cuz he was there for me swear to god he was chill

See me coming your way then a prick better yield

I'm an emotional wreck so please proceed with caution

Cuz i'll snap back man i'm just being honest

Don't make packs cuz i can't keep a promise

Mouth to the mic leave the audience astonished

Demonic rappers really make wanna vomit

Acting all big when you're really just modest

Gather all my feelings shove them all in my pocket

Enjoy it while you can soon they'll all be demolished

(ʇᴉ op ʇuop)