half a cig - Intellectual

[Chorus: vanity]

I got half a cig, watch me throw it right away

I don't wanna speak, so, could you please move out my face?

There I watch your tears leak like my fucking brain

I know your mama see me, she cannot look my way

I don't wanna speak, so bitch please move out my face

I got half a cig, lucky that's all it fucking takes

I split half these tabs just to show you your disgrace

Love my heart beating when it splits my fucking face

Don't see you

Don't need you

No, thanks, it just feels lethal

Love bomb me

You caught me

No doubts my life's not stable

Tired of the feelings and I'm tired of the pain

Lost another one, I'm going down the liquor lane

Oh, don't call me up whеn you feel bad

You never cared whеn I text back

Just leave me to read

It's all forgiven

Don't care what we lacked

It's ironic, all the bullshit texts

And the bullshit times

I got half a cig, watch me throw it right away

I don't wanna speak, so, could you please move out my face?

There I watch your tears leak like my fucking brain

I know your mama see me, she cannot look my way

She says the wait is over

I seal my fate unsobered

For life that's not uncertain

Cough up my heart your burden

Yeah, I'm fucking losing it, choke down beer 'til dead

Loaded up no I'm not shooting, bottle up 'til red

All that shitty talk was fed, cycles through my head

Pull me on that tightrope string, no wait not too bad