Released on November 29, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Lone wolf

I just go home cooked

Heads stuck up in em books

Bruh, I'd fix it if I could

I've been alone on my own

Ain't nobody ever get up in my zone

All my friends are in my phone

Yet I'm up in my lonesome

People left me in pieces, just crumbs

Wanna stop feeling

Praying that my brain go numb

Got friends but I don't them

We talk, but never listen

Just a bunch of kidding

We fuck and then get it

Paranoid they fucking hate me

Just like my daddy does

Putting up a fake me

Wear masks till I lose myself

No medicine you got's gonna help

You know me now, but get ready for farewells

Force my friends to repel

Cus there ain't much I trust

I'm just a piece of their disgust

No solvin it, we never discuss

I'd kill myself, but everyone would see the cuts

View the past like it's nothing

Grey clouds

Through the crowd

Yet the people wonder why now?

Everybody wanna die now


[Verse 2]

Now look

I'm not concious

I'm barely fucking awake

And every day

I'm searching for an escape

My, skin dressed undraped

A fake face

So face it, I still decay

Create amazement

As a distraction

Take action

Never split the family into factions

You might ask me

Let's just say I've seen some things happen

Bust nuts just for the dopamine

Hopin that noone close to me

Hears what I just said

It's not that nobody will get it

It's that too many will relate

Born post 9/11, pre rap Drake

Safe to say I had a bad day

Stuck inbetween

Each and every door way