[Verse 1]

Ay

Look

Breathing but barely

Scary monsters

Surrounding my creases

Rap's were feces

Jesus just another one

Tryna get what he can't get

I followed footsteps

Till I tripped

Shit's corny

Frosty morning

Engourged my body

Fuck you

You're just a thottie

My brain froze over

Cus these thoughts

Stopped me in my tracks

This snow's too thick

To take another step in

And if I do I'll likely slip

And screw up

Homie, I threw up

Cus shit was too tough

Immovable forces

Forced me to forget

What I knew

Threw it out, learned about

Peace, yet fell to a dark place

I'm facing the worst time I've been in

But maybe it's the happiest I've ever been

Event's placed in front of me

Go around or thru

Or just give up

Those were my options

I did all of them

I quit rappin

Came back

Homie, I ain't cappin

Wrinkled like the captain

Worried more about the caption

Than what's in it

And scared someones gonna call me a faggot

A week remains of pain and lame brains

Nothing really changed

Felt stupid and depressed

Fuck it, bitch please

I'm a badass in a dress

Saying this shit

Cus it's the only shit

That helps with the stress

I guess I must confess

I never liked the winter

But it's better than the summer

I feel out of place in parties

Sitting around, fake smiles

I'm too much of a bummer

Maze runner, ran away now I'm the cum chaser

See you next year

Motherfucker

[Chorus]

Do you remember

Last September

I woke inside december

And hardly remember august

Can't belive I

Made it thru all this

Getting pissed

And start actin heartless

I'm Acting all retarded

Probably shouldn't say that

[Verse 1]

Fuck it

I know some fake rats

Bitches just wanna fuck

With me

I ain't talking sexually

Cus frankly

That shit's a mess to me

Motherfuckers just wanna

Mess with me

Shit got me unrestfully

Been a few months

Since I got some restfull sleep

Outside of my bed ya see

Dad's words haunting my dreams

Crying myself to sleep

Cus that's the only way

I'm burning off this extra energy

Thinkin of takin estrogen

I probably need some rest again

Sleep all my problems away

Cus they ain't there when

I'm driftin away

So when you see me on my last day

Just know I hope it ain't a bad day

Gotta move on

Fuck, gotta drop a new song

It's been far too long

Since I did shit the

Way I wanna

I've been gettin pissed

And sadder than fucking shit

Barely 16 with dick in my fist

Can't finish this nut cus

My tears drippin down my face again

So I'mma ask again

[Chorus]

Do you remember

Last September

I woke inside december

And hardly remember august

Can't belive I

Made it thru all this

Getting pissed

And start actin heartless

I'm Acting all retarded

Probably shouldn't say that