(Verse 1):

I was in the hospital

And you came to see me

You were off the kpins

Believe me

My body collapsed and all

I dont wanna fight it off

Barely fucking breathing

Youre leaving

I gave you some chances

Left me with a deathwish

Wrote the note and everything

I thought i was ending it

Saying bye to all my friends

Then ignore my messages

Something that i can't forget

(Chorus):

Really wish I could forget it though

Your heart was so cold

Someone said that mine was made of gold

I really hate myself

I really hate my soul

(Bridge):

Im seeing your face everywhere i go

Searching for a home

Sitting on my lap like its a throne

Now im all alone

(Verse 2):

Distance myself from everybody

Im about to leave my body

So elusive its a hobby

Dont call me

Cause I promise i won't answer

Its not you im fucking manic

Im package but its damaged

Im abandoned

Im sorry

Im just manic

Baby please dont panic

I know this is tragic

But what happened

We were just cool and

Now you hate me

Damn im so sedated

The knife was too serrated

(Chorus 2):

Vision all black like your outfit

Think im losing consciousness

Now im so numb I dont feel a thing

I felt like a missing person

(Outro):

I was missing everything

I was out sinning

I just wanna feel anything

I was missing everything

I was out sinning

I just wanna feel anything