Dissociate - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Never thought that I would have to be

A soldier on a barricade built by me

My walls keep building high

And I never take the time to explain myself to you

I push away like I know what's going on

I hit replay on the same old sad song

I know that I keep pushing you away (You away)

But I need you even when I'm not okay

Yeah, baby, I need you even when I'm not okay

Always knew that I would be this way

Sabotage myself to have some space

It's so hard to see

That everything I need's right in front of me

Oh, yeah

Push away like I know what's going on

I hit replay on the same old sad song

I know that I keep pushing you away (You away)

Baby, I need you even whеn I'm not okay

Yeah, baby, I need you even whеn I'm not okay

And all this time I spent alone, I know that I can feel

Like I wanna shut my eyes and let go of the steering wheel

But I take a breath and pray

That I'll last another day

I don't know if I can last another day

Push away like I know what's going on (Know what's going on)

I hit replay on the same old sad song (Song)

I know that I keep pushing you away (Pushing you away)

Baby, I need you even when I'm not okay

Oh, I need you even when I'm not okay

I need you even when I'm not okay