The air was thick, it pulled me down

A quiet weight that stole the sound

The light was dim, the sky was low

And something crawled beneath my skin

Golden light in every room

But mine still feels like a tomb

You light skies you've never known

Even silence learned to break

You're the sun, you shine everywhere

But in my home

You're the sun, you shine everywhere

But in my home

You left your lipstick like a curse in every book I took

You played me like a song that ends before the hook

I thought I was chosen one, thought you were mine

But all you did is killing my time

And now I'm

Drowning in the fire

Still calling out your name

I should've run when I saw flames

But fuck, I stayed

What have I done to you, to feel this pain

What have I done to you that I feel pain?

Why do I have to feel this pain?

I wish I knew you were the devil

I wish I knew you were

The fucking devil that I see at night

That left me with pain that I feel in my chest every time when I think of you

I still love you

You're the sun, you shine everywhere

But in my heart

You're the sun, you shine everywhere

But in my home

You're the sun, you shine everywhere

But in my home