This time I'm serious 'bout the matter

Cause I'm feeling suicidal

It's time to take the drink and bleed it out cause I'm your idol

We'll all be free from sin and pain

As death comes still and tidal

And if I catch you running you will see the worst in me

You will see the worst in me

The years have passed and you've been following me like the sheep

And if they take me, I need your restless souls to bleed

I

I'm begging for salvation

The pill is hard to swallow but at least it's served on gold

I know the pill is hard to swallow

But this time will be the last

Just have your loved ones close by and keep them tight on your side as you watch the last sundown

Your white scarves are crumbling in your anxious hands

Sitting in the summer field as you meet your ends

I've chosen violence today as the only escape

This is the moment I've become my true self

So raise your goddamn glass, and here is to our absence