That's fair

You know what I mean

Yeah

Like cause that just means she's oblivious to it

Yeah

Which is fine but that's just true

That'd be fine, I'd be, I mean if she heard it

And had no clue it was about her it'd be wonderful

And at the same point if she did realize it was about her

Like hey is this part about me

That gives you an easy yes

Yeah

An entry into the conversation

Yeah

Of like

Here's how I felt, now I'm perfectly fine with our friendship

And everything but like, you know, I fucked up

Yeah like I wrote this for 2018 me

Yeah yeah yeah

You know, this doesn't affect

Yeah yeah, and like this is about me, this is I fucked up

This has nothing to do with you and like what you're currently doing

But then that would fuck with her

Yeah, or I could, haha, lie and say no it's not about you

Yeah

Haha

But also, why would you

Cause I like to avoid the hard conversations

Clearly

Clearly, clearly you hate confrontation

Oh, alright, back into gear