[Verse 1]

And I know

She hates my friends so I had to let 'em go

And I know

She hates my clothes so I had to trade 'em all

I know I'm not myself, it's true

Just like the water in the desert, I am an

[Pre-Chorus]

Illusion

Illusion

[Chorus]

The mask I made is starting to crack, never could last

Nothing is forever

My life is spiraling out of control, back to square one

Fuck it, I surrender

[Verse 2]

And I know

I'm uncomfortable with things that I don't know

And I know

I hide from myself, oh, she told me so

I was afraid you'd leave me lonely

Just like the sunset over water, I am an

[Pre-Chorus]

Illusion

Illusion

[Chorus]

The mask I made is starting to crack, never could last

Nothing is forever

My life is spiraling out of control, back to square one

Fuck it, I surrender

[Bridge]

But now that you're gone

My reality was good enough, yeah

You may have left a mark on me, yeah

A reminder I'm not an

[Pre-Chorus]

Illusion

Illusion

[Chorus]

The mask I made is starting to crack, never could last

Nothing is forever

My life is spiraling out of control, back to square one

Fuck it, I surrender