Released on September 17, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Messy room around me

Depression dressed the room I sleep in

Something feels special

When I dance to heavy metal


[Pre-Chorus]

My emotions have been locked away for so long, yeah

Don't know how to let them out, I'm so lost, yeah

And I'm so lost, yeah


[Chorus]

Would you wake up next to me

And let me be your everything or not?

Or am I nothing?

Belladonna of ecstasy

We're never more than history, it kills me

I feel like nothing


[Verse 2]

Tell my heart to rewind

You can't relivе or rewrite

Scary moments in timе

Depends what's in your mind


[Pre-Chorus]

My emotions have been locked away for so long, yeah

Don't know how to let 'em out, I'm so lost, yeah

I'm so lost, yeah, oh


[Chorus]

Would you wake up next to me

And let me be your everything or not?

Or am I nothing?

Belladonna of ecstasy

We're never more than history, it kills me

I feel like nothing


[Bridge]

Love is such a blur

A lens that bends and curves

A picture that allures you in

Re-enter the cure

Confidence to procure

A love that stings and burns within

Love is such a blur

A lens that bends and curves

A picture that allures you in

Re-enter the cure

Confidence to procure

A love that stings and burns within


[Outro]

Would you wake up next to me

And let me be your everything or not?

Or am I nothing?