Nothing seems to be working out for me

I'm all out of options and talking it out won't do nothing

So leave me alone, I'm not picking up the phone

I just need a fucking sign, I need a miracle

And if God don't come down himself

I think I'll do something that'll send me to Hell

Because I need to become stable

And I don't see how I can be able

To be good with all of this bad

I might just take myself out, lately all I feel like is trash

I just wanna let it all out, swear on all I love, I might crash

I don't even fucking know how everyone else isn't mad

Broke as fuck and broken

All hope is fucked, I'm hopelеss

I've had enough of soaking in tears that I was thrown in

I'm gonna throw you off thе edge of this Earth

I'mma take you and put all of my pain where it hurts, in another

Scream but it's smothered, bleach in the gutters

Your soul is now in the water, deep under

I'll take this world and I'll turn it to ash

Turn all you have into something you had

I'll never know why my mind just went bad

Spend so long healing then fuck up so fast

You're not helping me at all bitch please get off my back

Into love I'll never fall because it never lasts