left behind.

By unknxwn.

Released on September 6, 2019

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[Intro]

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[Verse]

No love in me, I can't give love to you, I'm sorry I cannot

I'm made to be the way I am, so being happy, I cannot

Or maybe I'm not sad at all, and I'm just really fucked up

Either way it goes, I'll live my life till death with no love

Left behind, I'm left to find increase in my high hopes to die

Left or right, but both roads lead me to a rope to tie

Given up, no more to fight for, I'll just sit and sigh

In my room, no sun in my pores, I'll just stay inside

Living in my head, I'm the only one that hurts me

I'm the thing I hate, I'm the one who truly cursed me

I wish I could change, I wish I could find some more peace

The only drive I have is my body in a hearse

Deep 6 feet, fix me, I know you don't miss me

But I can still taste your cherry lips when you kissed me

It rips me apart, tear the veins from my heart

I know I still have one, but it's not working like before

A waste of space is what I am, I'm losing touch of what I was

Nobody wants to be with me, from simple friends to every girl

It hurts to hear my thoughts aloud 'cause then I can't just block 'em out

So I resort to drugs when I'm awake in hopes they knock me out

I'm fuckin' sick of waking up in knowledge that I fucked up

Knowledge that I gotta face everything I've had enough of

Enough of my life, that's a lie, don't wanna talk, I'll tell you why

'Cause every time I open up, it leaves a fuckin' knife in my back

That's already breaking down from the weight I hold

I'm so full of hate, I don't think there is a way to love

Pressure pushin' back, I'm losing hope, why should I even shove?

Sick thoughts, a match box, is what I am becoming of

I suffer everyday, I might just throw it all away

I might snap off at anyone that enters in my space

Take the cap off, or light up, I wanna intoxicate

This fucking body that's stuck in a place that's not great

I'm too far deep, can't get enough sleep

Fuck this 9-5, this way of life just crush me