I got my

Heart lost in turmoil

Spirit in a hole

Sinking deeper in the depth

Lower than it goes

Grimy like a fiend

Yea I been cravin more

I put myself in harms way

Because I gotta know

Why you do wrong to me

The pushin and forth

And when I curse about you

I still don't feel remorse

It's like a thousand knives

Forced into my eyes

Carving out the shape of you

So incandescent

Fuck givin into what you did

Tryna fool me by demeaning

Everything I've been

Hoe

You should've kept it

At the absence

Know I don't need you

Cause lately I feel like I'm lackin

My cadence

I'm ruminating

Hesitation

Cause it's the same cycle

I'm so sick of all the waiting

To burn slow

My back to the wall

A fire in my chest

I feel it ripping through my flesh

Leave me restless

Ain't no coming back

This is forever

You got a stronghold

With no chance to break

Killing alchemy

What you doin to me?

Get out of my head

All that talk is cheap

Nevermore to be

Nothing more to me

And I should know how

When im with company

All the misery

Drives me wickedly

I ain't myself

Cause you took a toll on me

Killing alchemy

Killing alchemy

Do you know the animosity

You think I show

Do you know the reason

Why I'll never let it go

Good riddance

Knock off the dust

Abrasive

I need to clear my mind

X it off

Just as I face em

And thank you for the venom

But I'd rather use my own

Ain't no need for all the dealing

I'll destroy myself alone

Pessimistic

Mindfucked

So sadistic

Cause every fuckin thought I form

It's got me feelin twisted

Demented

Of my volition

I'm missin

The part of me

That never felt like someone was suspicious

I'm faithless

Don't have discretion

For no one

Cause everyone around me

Is a factor of the build up

Destruction

If I explode I'll make

As a statement

But you don't get to walk away

Because I'm fuckin caving

Thats bullshit

I'll see you in hell motherfucker

You got a stronghold

With no chance to break

Killing alchemy

What you doin to me?

Get out of my head

All that talk is cheap

Nevermore to be

Nothing more to me

And I

Should know how

When im with company

All the misery

Drives me wickedly

I ain't myself

Cause you took a toll on me

Killing alchemy

Killing alchemy

Conflicted by detriment

Why the fuck would you

Watch me living in turmoil

This animosity

I wonder if you ever face

Your pain alone

Conflicted by detriment

Why the fuck would you do

What you never would tell

So every day I hope

That I'll see you in hell motherfucker

Oh

You got a stronghold

With no chance to break

I'll live in agony

And see you in hell