I'm fuckin' tired of this

So fuck it, so fuck it

Are you listening?

I'm digging into your thoughts

It's been a long time since you and I have talked

I've had a hard in this shit, the shit I call life

And I bet you're better off without being in mine

Do you know how hard it is to try to be a man?

And being lost in a world he doesn't understand?

All these fucking years, feeling like I'm nothing

All I ever wanted, was for you to fucking love me

You should be ashamed of yourself, fuck you and your fucked up mind cause you abandoned me

And you'll never be a man cause we can clearly see; that I'll be better off without

You're fucking worthless to me

Why the fuck did you leave me?

What the fuck did I do to you?

Can you answer this question?

Or will you just let it through your head?

All the fucking years and I've still yet to feel

Like anyone could give a fuck because I constantly deal

With the absence of importance, such a long lasting pain

All because you didn't want to be a father to me

(you piece of shit)

Because of you my whole life has been hell to live

I'm nothing close to a man and I got nothing to give

(not even a man)

I'm just so empty, so bitter and broken

It's not a grudge that I'm holding, it's the hatred that was born within

You gave up before you could even try

Fuck me for believing in you

But I just know; I don't get it, and I never will

Because this will never make

Sense to me

I felt like a sick dog when you put me down

Years later still standing take a look at me now

Take a look at me now

Take a look at me now