Released on April 1, 2025

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[Intro]

My life is heinous

Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem

And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it

I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant

I hate that I will never feel like I belong


[Interlude]

This is a textbook example of aggression

The animalistic instincts of the human nature

Exhibit A


[Verse 1]

I'm not submissive, all this pessimism came from talking down on me

Motherfuckers try to make me out to who they wanna see

Fuck that shit, I would only do what I was meant to do

And you can suck my dick thinking this life I lead is not the truth (Pussy)

I done seen my niggas fall into despair (Too deep)

Try to reach out and then I noticed that nobody cares

Bitch, it's fucked up

They'll watch us slipping deep into the cracks (Cracks)

The world we know's a fucked up place, yeah, I know all 'bout that


[Chorus]

My life is heinous

Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem

And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it

I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant

I hate that I will never feel like I belong

My life is heinous

Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem

And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it

I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant

I hate that I will never feel like I belong

Always being treated so different by people

And no matter what, we won't ever be equal

So I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil

They'll throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone


[Post-Chorus]

Everyone's gone, gone

Everyone's, everyone's gone

Everyone's gone, gone

Everyone's gone


[Verse 2]

Don't you get sick of doing crooked shit to entertain your misery? (Yeah)

I ain't looking for the validation 'cause I wanna be (Okay)

Far from motherfuckers tryna frame me for the way I think

No matter what I say, they label me a fuckin' enemy

Live or die, I'ma always be the realest (Okay)

No matter how numb I get, I put on my life that you gon' feel it (Respect)

This disdain, it might kill me, fuck it, we ball, I'm still committed

I move around in the game but I can't help but to keep my distance


[Bridge]

Yeah, this shit is heinous

Ayy, bitch, this shit is heinous

Yeah, watch yo' mouth, this shit get heinous

Goddamn, my life is heinous


[Chorus]

My life is heinous

Everywhere I go I'm becoming the problem

And there's never peace, I don't know where to find it

I'm looking in those places where I've been defiant

I hate that I will never feel like I belong (Gone)

Always being treated so different by people

And no matter what, we won't ever be equal (Gone)

So I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil

They'll throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone


[Outro]

I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil

Throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone

I'm just an outcast surrounded by evil

Throw me to the wolves and then everyone's gone