Ya'll dont really know how i feel
Dying inside i'm keeping it real
Losing my friends man what is the deal
All of this pain i just have to conceal
Fake people are starting to reveal
My worlds crumbling it feels unreal
Fake being happy its not how i feel
Been through a lot that's never gonna heal
Nobody knows what i go through
Nobody knows my pain
Wanna be happy i keep feeling blue
My feelings i have to contain
Say you know me you don't have a clue
Can't get these thoughts out of my brain
Always feeling down i just can't explain
Looking around like what is there to gain
Can't show my feelings i have to maintain
My past is just driving me insane
It's a struggle just to stay in this game
I'm doing me i don't care about the fame
Wanna be happy but i always complain
Tryna do good am i doing this in vain
Working hard ya im tryna attain
Don't know if i'm living should i be ashamed
Can't figure out whats wrong with me
Why im always feeling incomplete
Maybe i should just accept defeat
Stop being blind and see reality
Ya'll dont really know how i feel
Dying inside i'm keeping it real
Losing my friends man what is the deal
All of this pain i just have to conceal
Fake people are starting to reveal
My worlds crumbling it feels unreal
Fake being happy its not how i feel
Been through a lot that's never gonna heal
Been through a lot man you don't even know
Always feeling like i'm at an all time low
Hard to grab the mic and hop on the flow
In a lot of pain but i ain't gonna show
Stay crying ya i'm always in depression
Scared to meet new people cause rejection
Feeling like i never get a blessing
Always alone need love and affection
Now i'm disappointed when i see my reflection
What am i doing wrong is always my question
Am i even moving in the right direction
When am i ever gonna learn my lesson
Now i only got a couple new friends
Only a few i can really depend
If you with me money then you ain't my friend
Ya'll dont really know how i feel
Dying inside i'm keeping it real
Losing my friends man what is the deal
All of this pain i just have to conceal
Fake people are starting to reveal
My worlds crumbling it feels unreal
Fake being happy its not how i feel
Been through a lot that's never gonna heal