Released on November 14, 2018

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[Chorus]

All alone, under someone’s shadow

Hidden from the outside, hidden below

Go back to the happy days, days I wanna forego

Evil thoughts I wanna overthrow

I’ll just cry into my pillow

Praying for a better tomorrow


[Verse 1]

Walking down the street by myself, so lonely

Could be a good day, I can hope only

Too busy to hope to hold back my screams

And pushing down my dreams

But I don’t wanna die

But I’m too scared to cry

If I told them, what would they do?

Would they try to help, or push me away too?

I’m too scared to go through

If I run away, will anyone mourn?

Would they find my bloody thorns?

Somedays I wish I was never born

But I swear one day

I won’t be a burden, I’ll fade away


[Chorus]

All alone, under someone’s shadow

Hidden from the outside, hidden below

Go back to the happy days, days I wanna forego

Evil thoughts I wanna overthrow

I’ll just cry into my pillow

Praying for a better tomorrow


[Verse 2]

I don’t know why I hurt myself

Someone please just help

I won’t be fine, take my last breath

Keep it to myself till there’s nothing else

And my life is nearing the end

Wish I was a kid fearlessly facing the wind

But I’d just get broken down by the fear within

I won’t give up though, I’ll get back up again

No, I won’t let these thoughts win

Can some save me before I start to sin?


[Chorus]

All alone, under someone’s shadow

Hidden from the outside, hidden below

Go back to the happy days, days I wanna forego

Evil thoughts I wanna overthrow

I’ll just cry into my pillow

Praying for a better tomorrow


[Bridge]

Mama, I was broken since my birth

Mama, what was it all worth?

Mama, I was broken since my birth

Mama, what am I worth?

Mama, I was broken since my birth

Mama, these thoughts you will unearth

Mama, I was broken since my birth

Maybe it’s time to unearth


[Chorus]

All alone, under someone’s shadow

Hidden from the outside, hidden below

Go back to the happy days, days I wanna forego

Evil thoughts I wanna overthrow

I’ll just cry into my pillow

Praying for a better tomorrow

All alone, under someone’s shadow

Hidden from the outside, hidden below

Go back to the happy days, days I wanna forego

Evil thoughts I wanna overthrow

I’ll just cry into my pillow

Praying for a better tomorrow