EMPTY DIARY - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I wanna share what's in my heart

But my emotions tear apart

All the words, all the chords

Before they have a chance

I try to write them in a book

But all the effort that it took

I'll rip the page

And let the pieces slowly drift away

I can't escape this feeling and

The shadows that it casts from its core

I can't find a new light

To guide me back from the dark

Every time I open up this book of mine

I always find it's all lost, it's all gone

No thanks to the endless loop of

Apathy, perpetually tearing up the pages of

My feelings to nothing

And I can't makе it stop

A melody was effortlessly free

But now I only see an еmpty diary

Throw the notebook to the ground

To join the pages from its bounds

Had enough, this feeling stole the passion right out of me

I lay my head into my hands

I've given it all that I can

How do I open up and let the words free?

Oh, I reach out to find a song

To give it a meaning for myself

And I'll take hold, and I'll cling tight

But it always slips away