Without you

By UmaMu

Released on April 5, 2024

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The alarm clock

Tears my dreams apart

The other bed is empty

And so cold

I am puzzled

I am confused

It's still quite early?

Have you gotten up already?

2

No coffee smell

No radio, no laughing

This silence in the rooms

Oppressive

I am tired

I'm hungover

What happened yesterday?

Have you gone to work already?

PC1

Slowly but surely

The memory returns

The fog goes away

You're sleeping somewhere else now

R1

And when I'm standing in the rain

I realize what it all means:

To be alone

To be without you!

Hearts keep beating. Time goes on

But the mind is withering

Life will never be the same

3

I take a walk

Along our old ways

Towards the yellow bench

By the lake

I watch the water

I watch the clouds

How long has it been?

When will you be in touch again?

4

All my mistakes

And all my weaknesses

I don't expect a pardon

I've gone too far

I am desperate

I am angry

Mad at who exactly...?

...at the guy in the mirror!

PC2

Slowly but surely

The mental pain returns

Self-belief implodes

You're kissing someone else now

R2

And when I'm crying in the rain

I realize what it all means:

To be alone

To be without you!

My heart keeps beating. Time goes on

But my mind is withering

My life will never be the same

R3

I never thought about the end

About the dark time after us

To be alone

To be without you!

My feet keep moving. Time goes on

But i don't know yet, where to go

My way will never be the same

R4

And now I'm staring at the rain

I comprehense what it all means:

To be alone

To be without you!

And here I'm standing at the edge

Of this black hole in front of me

A small step forward to be free