Released on December 31, 2017

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[Verse 1]

I hold my breath and I count to ten

I close my eyes, I can feel you bend around me

Pierce right through like a ballpoint pen

You leave your mark underneath my skin

And I already know, your hands are getting cold

When you hold me like a trophy you won, forgot, then sold

Say you have to go, this is how it goes

When it's not real, we pretend that this is what we want

So I count to ten


[Hook]

Real, I, real, night, at night

Real, I, real, all around me

Real, I, real, night, at night

Real, I, real, all around


[Verse 2]

Everything is bottled up inside me

Tip me over like a glass on the edge

Blooming like a rose, inside I'm dying

Just waiting while I hold my breath

And I count to ten


[Hook]

Real, I, real, night, at night

Real, I, real, all around me

(And I count to ten)

Real, I, real, night, at night

Real, I, real, all around

Real, I, real, night, at night

Real, I, real, all around me

Real, I, real, night, at night

Real, I, real, all around


[Bridge]

I close my eyes and I count to nine

Didn't make it all the way to ten this time

Staring at a wall that's bare and white

The sound of silence keeps me up at night


[Hook]

Night, at night, night

Night, night, night

Night, at night, night

Night, night, night

Night, at night, night

Night, night, night

Night, at night, night

Keeps me up at night

Night, at night, night

Night, night, night

Night, at night, night

Night, night, night

Night, at night, night, night

Night, night, night

Night, at night, night, night

Keeps me up at night