Drowning in my thoughts

Feeling low, feeling lost

Hearing everyone's voice doubt on me

I've been blessed, I've been cursed

All the stress, all the hurt took the most confidence out of me

Think of life, think of love

Help me fight, pick me up

If I dont, then it falls down on me

I've been wrong, I've been right

Carry on, get it right, so now everyone can count on me

Chorus 2

I can't rely on trust on pride or faith

Lord, knows I tried

Chorus 1

I see the reflection of my soul

Hiding in a cloud of smoke

Is it just an illusion

Or am I afraid it's real?

I come from a places you won't go

Closed eyes never turned to stone

But it's all for a reason, the only way to know

Oh, no, I can't rely on trust or pride or faith

Lord knows I tried

And what don't kill me makes me stronger everyday

So I will survive

Verse

I was raised in a place where they caused effects more than affection

Confidence was never embedded, hereditary, never genetic

Confident for over coming depression, never said it'd be over night

Pace my way, take my strain and stide

Now I take a lost, and gain a whole new lesson

Go the wrong direction just to make it right

Was a little lost in doubt, pride was down

Now when I look in that mirror

I'ma a little more stronger now, I'm wiser now

My visions little more clear

Who knew that the warrior became the goal consumer?

Victorious, the top dog producer

Lived in struggle, now I'm living to hustle, at the end of the tunnel, baby holds my future

[Chorus]

I see the reflection of my soul

Hiding in a cloud of smoke

Is it just an illusion

Or am I afraid it's real?

I come from a places you won't go

Closed eyes never turned to stone

But it's all for a reason, the only way to know

Bridge (Eddy I.)

Oh, no, I can't rely on trust or pride or faith

Lord knows I tried

And what don't kill me makes me stronger everyday

So I will survive

No, no, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no, no, no

No, no, no, no, no

I remember they move away, run away, now I've been lonely (I've been lonely)

Now they wanna stay in my place on the way now, I've been gone (I've been)

No longer in the wrong direction

I'm way up & I can't stop now

No longer scared of my reflection

I'm on my way up to the top now