[Chorus]

Gotta find my way to you

Even though you're next to me

No matter what I do

Your heart is drifting out of reach

Head under water

I'm swimming harder

Trying to keep this alive

Gotta find my way to you

Now that our love has capsized

[Verse 1]

I could never be what you wanted me, to be

I never knew how to handle, I need time

In the meanwhile, let me tell you a story

When I was knee high

Back when I was hiding under beds

In the meantime

Dealing with the bullies, the police

When I didn't sleep right

Living with trauma

So, more trauma is what I need, right?

I can't regulate my feelings, even when I try

Broken mental from no parental guidance in mine

[Chorus]

Gotta find my way to you

Even though you're next to me

No matter what I do

Your heart is drifting out of reach

Head under water

I'm swimming harder

Trying to keep this alive

Gotta find my way to you

Now that our love has capsized

[Verse 2]

I just got more problems than you probably think

Tried to kill myself, but I just coped with a drink

Try to tell my friends, but I'm too scared what they think

So used to rock bottom, I'm just hoping I sink

Yo, I'm just so used to needing no body

I just wanted parents, but they just wanted to party

I just wanted picture perfect, someone tell me stories

I just wanted love, but they treat me like an annoyance

If my parents taught me one thing, It's to be alone

No one can be trusted, gotta be your own

Everyone is selfish, better off at home

Better off at lusting, better get some hoes

Put them walls up, ain't no body getting close

If you ever getting sad, then it's time to toast

This the type of things, that my mom and daddy showed

Said these words before, but if it was up to me, I'd've given up

[Chorus]

Gotta find my way to you

Even though you're next to me

No matter what I do

Your heart is drifting out of reach

Head under water

I'm swimming harder

Trying to keep this alive

Gotta find my way to you

Now that our love has capsized