[Verse 1]

Stomach sinking conversation

Pour your soul onto my pillowcase

Heart's gone cold from overthinking

Bite my nails before I kiss you away

[Pre-Chorus]

Hard to let you go, I feel incapable

Of loving you the way you deserve

Things I've failed to say, keep me up for days

Stuck on the ways I've been hurt

[Chorus]

Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without

But rivers from my past are flowing over

Time after time after time

Won't drown myself again

Can't let you in

[Verse 2]

Try to find impressive colors

Paint over the shadows of another life

I'm drinking wine in my house of pain, yeah

I know that love is a losing game

I just don't have the strength to play, oh

[Chorus]

Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without

But rivers from my past are flowing over

Time after time after time

Won't drown myself again

Can't let you in, can't let you in

Every time after time after time

Won't drown myself again

[Pre-Chorus]

Hard to let you go, I feel incapable

Of loving you the way you deserve

Things I've failed to say, keep me up for days

Stuck on the ways I've been hurt

[Chorus]

Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without

But rivers from my past are flowing over

Time after time after time

Won't drown myself again

Oh, you're everything I thought I couldn't live without

But rivers from my past are flowing over

Time after time after time

Won't drown

I won't drown, I won't drown myself again

Can't let you in, I can't let you in

Every time after time after time

Won't drown myself again

Can't let you in

[Outro]

Can't let you in