[Chorus]

I don't think it had to be this difficult

Your friends say that you wanted more from me

Yet, we agreed to take it slow

Now slowly I grieve all alone it seems

Oh, baby, uh (Woah)

Oh, baby

Was loving me too difficult?

'Cult?

[Verse 1]

It's always me versus you, no intervals

Go round for round, then I'd conclude, like (Yeah)

What was so difficult? This heartache, pain is abysmal

You prod me in places my fears unfold and (Where my fears unfold)

Left me with no remorse, yet (Left me with no remorse)

This ain't no curtain call 'cause we spin it back like a disco ball

It's my fault now, my fault, it's always my fault

Can't even speak out loud

'Cause if I even go and kiss my fucking teeth (If I)

This all ends with me (This all)

Like I proved every word you said

Like I made all this fucking mess

Like— mm

[Chorus]

I don't think it had to be this difficult

Your friends say that you wanted more from me (Your friends say that you needed more)

Yet, we agreed to take it slow (Yet, we agreed to take it slow)

Now slowly I grieve all alone it seems

Oh, baby, uh (Woah)

Oh, baby (Baby, yeah)

Was loving me too difficult?

'Cult?

[Verse 2]

Say, does talking about your feelings work?

For me, it fucking hurts

I stalk your Instagram to see if you'll unfollow first

It sounds delusional (It does)

But I'm so obsessed, I lurk (I lurk)

I drew your face up in the mud to see you in the dirt, ah

I've got people pleaser tendencies

I would tip-toe 'round your heart until my feet would bleed

Just take my love, manipulate it

Trauma bound in every way

Occupy my safest space and use me till he calls again, ah

[Chorus]

I don't think it had to be this difficult (Difficult)

Your friends say that you wanted more from me (Your friends say that you needed more)

Yet, we agreed to take it slow (Yet, we agreed to take it slow)

Now slowly I grieve all alone it seems

Oh (Ooh), baby (Ah), uh (Woah)

Oh, baby (Baby, yeah)

Was loving me too difficult? (Woah, no)

'Cult?

[Verse 3]

I hope the man that you're with always raises his voice at you

Makes you flinch when you talking to him

Hope he put in like ten percent, I put in a hundred and ten for you

I told all of my family, my mum even thought we'd get married

I'm embarrassed to tell her you broke me, broke me

What you did was atrocious (Atrocious, baby)

Rocked my heart, it's eroded (Eroded)

I just be sitting in coffee shops, people watching

Tryna hope that I find or feel something, searching for closure

Tears in my eyes blur my focus

And baby, I'm stuck in the moment

And baby, you left me too heartbroken

[Chorus]

I don't think it had to be this difficult

Your friends say that you wanted more from me

Yet, we agreed to take it slow

Now slowly I grieve all alone it seems

Oh, baby, uh

Oh, baby

Was loving me too difficult?

'Cult?