Released on January 12, 2023

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[Intro]

I wish that love was a choice

But that shit's a flip of the coin (Hm)


[Refrain]

I tried to exorcise myself again (Yeah)

From the thoughts about a friend

I won't repent (Eh), I'm not Heaven sent

A little makeup underneath my eyes (Uh)

Runnin' down, they say that boys don't cry (Nah)

They're full of lies, they never tried


[Chorus]

I wish that love was a choice

But that shit's a flip of the coin (Oh-oh, oh, oh)

I'm burnin' in eternal hell

I wish that I was someone else

I wish that love was a choice


[Post-Chorus]

Yeah


[Verse]

I'm not myself lately

And I think that God hates me

But I don't give a fuck, yeah, I can't open up

My rib cage is closed shut, I got an ache in my gut

I don't want another tear spilled on the carpet

We'll drown in this apartment, we're already starving (Uh)

If only they knew, or stepped in our shoes

Walked a mile in our truth, held the thread of our noose

Saw the shit we been through, watched the inches we grew

If they just saw what we could do (Saw what we could do)

Then maybe there wouldn't have been an end to me and you


[Chorus]

I wish that love was a choice (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

But that shit's a flip of the coin (Oh-oh, oh)

I'm burnin' in eternal hell

I wish that I was someone else

I wish that love was a choice


[Refrain]

I tried to exorcise myself again

From the thoughts about a friend

I won't repent, I'm not Heaven sent

A little makeup underneath my eyes

Runnin' down, they say that boys don't cry

They're full of lies, they never tried


[Bridge]

I wish that love was a choice

But that shit's a flip of the coin


[Chorus]

I wish that love was a choice (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

But that shit's a flip of the coin (Oh-oh, oh, oh)

I'm burnin' in eternal hell

I wish that I was someone else

I wish that love was a choice