Today, Dear Diary

By Two Sides

On Two´s Tape

Released on December 22, 2022

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Hook:

Can you feel my pain?

I don´t know if I´m insane

I don´t know if I´m alive

I don´t know if I´ll survive

Can you see my shame?

I still got no one to blame

Can you look me in my eye?

I am never satisfied

Can you feel my pain?

Verse I:

Today it was a bad day dear diary

Today the school kids were bullying me

I´m going insane

Didn´t take the school bus, I´ve been late

The teacher wasn´t asking why

He only said "sit down, next time be on time"

Fine! From a B then to an E

My grates are sinking (Yo)

And as I´m on that ship

I see how the last lifeboat sets sail without me (Wait)

They call me skinny so I´m еatin´

Then call me fatty so I´m liftin´

But they´rе never pleased

Always stay as the freak

With a note on my back

C´mon please kick me

Today I´ve been alone with no food ´cause they took it

Hungry again at the lunch table

Today I couldn´t even buy a chocolate milk

From the fridge ´cause today they also took my last cent (Damn)

Hook:

Can you feel my pain?

I don´t know if I´m insane

I don´t know if I´m alive

I don´t know if I´ll survive

Can you see my shame?

I still got no one to blame

Can you look me in my eye?

I am never satisfied

Can you feel my pain?

Verse II:

Do you know it´s hard living without someone

That is covering your back

To give you some strength and get you through bad times

Today I had to be alone once again

I go to bed and tell me everything will be fine

´Cause I´m such a pathetic second part

Can I hug me? I feel so alone tonight

I overanalyze every time and that´s the reason why?

Today I recognized it´s me against the world

It´s an exaggeration

Today I´ve learned this stems from my imagination

I am hurt ´cause all of this frustration

Talking with myself in the mirror

To reflect on every little piece in life

So I will do better and maybe have an answer

That is feeling right

Today I write some letters in a line combine it with my style

To finally find a sense in my life so I can tell my diary

Music made me feel fine

Hook:

Can you feel my pain?

I don´t know if I´m insane

I don´t know if I´m alive

I don´t know if I´ll survive

Can you see my shame?

I still got no one to blame

Can you look me in my eye?

I am never satisfied

Can you feel my pain?

I don´t know if I´m insane

I don´t know if I´m alive

I don´t know if I´ll survive

Can you see my shame?

I still got no one to blame

Can you look me in my eye?

I am never satisfied no