One Year

By Two Sides

Released on February 2, 2021

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[Intro:]

Ayo, let´s talk about the unpleasant truth


[Verse 1:]

Almost one year went by

How was it like to live a normal life?

Can´t remember we had something like time?

Environment and my friends went so quite

Just me and the ceiling that is covering the sky

I´m sitting here looking at the same walls

Every time the same people

Since ten months the same dirt where is now your fucking Jesus?

Givе me my freedom back

A demon in my head and еverything is evil

And you pretend to be peaceful while depression becomes lethal

There is rusts on my shoulders I´m awake but I´m still sleeping

Am I the only one who´s talking to his demons?

Nobody wants to listen

They ain´t care at all

Cause everybody demands I should leave my youth behind

Want me to say "I´m fine"

Like it´s a normal thing even though it´s a lie

"Use your time cause the only thing that matters is tomorrow"

But how I wanna live if I lost my will long ago?

Bitch you don´t know how it feels to sit ten months in the same hole (Bitch!)

You become nineteen only once so pls let me use that role

It´s easy said cause you had your time and now you point your finger at us

Do you can´t remember?

You sat once in the same crowded school bus

If you read between the lines it was a diss regarding all your stuff

Some rules work some can be put back in your butts

I´m not against it but senseless rules ain´t enough


[Bridge 1:]

It took eight years to finish school

Eight years of learning and hard work

Eight years knowing someday it´ll all be gone

With an end that gives me good memories of all the stuff we had done

Probably the best time of your life

A huge character development since we met in class five

Imagine you don´t get a chance for celebrating and saying bye

Sorry adults it´s not a big deal

You also sat with eighteen one year in a room?

How did you feel?


[Verse 2:]

So, I was brave but where are my presents?

You told me I will get´em

If I follow your instructions

All I got was nothing

So explain me it´s function

When everything we sacrifice eventually solve a problem

And every step we go doesn´t help to fix that problem

Shut up!

I´m complaining at a high level I know

But I´m not the only one with an empty vessel

So I try the best I can do to help you with this pencil

Heaven might left you but I´m still here

When you go to sleep it´s ma voice that you will hear

Gonna speak the truth even if you cover your ears

Let me give you a backbone and a voice

For all the people all alone with no other choice

All the things you´ve been through

Against every people treating you like toys

All those motherfuckers that can´t live without to make any noise

Every single train of thought which has been spoiled

You are looking for the simple answer (that´s a weak character)

What a shame we were once a nation

And now there is nothing left of it

Who can you trust when it´s all about the money?

Funny you´ll probably never know

What´s the truth and what´s the lie?

Sometimes you just asking "why"

I don´t feel well I forgot how to cry

Maybe that´s the most harmless damage from all this trash

Your actions doesn´t make any sense

But instead it´s an annihilation of everything based on what you call self-defense


[Bridge 2:]

This was one year that will never come back

Trapped in a cage like a rat

One year mostly the color black

We are the reason for the plaque

One year wasted it´s a gap

What happens when the economy collapse?

One year and we are so fed up

Strangely enough, depression kills probably more than a half

Now discuss:

What you wanna get when there´s nothing left than dust?


[Outro:]

Well

I guess that´s our youth now

We have to pay for your shit after all