Waiting - Intellectual

[Two:22]

Let me die, let me die

Cannot take, the pain inside

Demons stuck, they undermine

Without luck, gave it the ride

You’ll hold another man now

And I’ll do what I can now

When the fragments ran down

I fell to the background

Strings of my heart are tearing apart

Darkness in part is wrecking my art

Please let me breathe, you lie and deceive

I hate being me, I wish we were we

Fucked it up, I fucked it up

Never knew that you were enough

Said tough luck, she said tough luck

I missed my shot, she hit rebuff

Let me die, let me die

Cannot take, the pain inside

Demons stuck, they undermine

Without luck, gave it the ride

I went and fucked it up again I swear it’s all I do these days

I know that I won’t make it through to you until my dues are paid so

I’m on my way out

I wouldn’t wait up

I’m just gonna stay out, this shit’s so played out

You said

I was everything you needed in your life

Now you can barely stand to stand by my side now

Our friends are in the parking lot trying to fucking fight it all out now

I got 20 bucks on Jason

Is this love or some hallucination?

I’m so impatient, and these you tell are so blatant

You fucking keep me waiting

Keep me waiting, keep me waiting

On the floor I just can’t take it

Keep me waiting, keep me waiting

One day I know I’ll learn to fake it