[Pre-Chorus: Two:22]

I waste my time to fade away

Thoughts decayed, I never made

Sinking down, what we held at bay

[Chorus: Two:22]

I wanted to feel

The things that you'd never reveal

Kept secrets that I will always conceal

And never could heal, alone

I wanted to see (I wanted to see)

The things that I thought we could be

Nightmares become the only thing I dream

Wake up to the screams I know

[Verse 1: Two:22]

These pieces you left mе are broken and empty

Hopеless, attempting when only resenting

Anywhere, everywhere I go, it seems, I'm dissenting

I wish they'd exempt me from what they're expecting

Never detecting and never respecting

The close of an entry, yeah

Don't ever look behind, it slows me down the road

Even if I'm reminded, I don't let it show

Get in the line, never a sign, 'til I explode

Cracking the spine, buildin' a shrine, deep in the hole

[Pre-Chorus: Two:22]

I waste my time to fade away

Thoughts decayed, I never made

Sinking down, what we held at bay

[Chorus: Two:22]

I wanted to feel

The things that you'd never reveal

Kept secrets that I will always conceal

And never could heal, alone

I wanted to see (I wanted to see)

The things that I thought we could be

Nightmares become the only thing I dream

Wake up to the screams I know

[Verse 2: yung van]

All you ever did was take my weekends

Now we're not even speakin'

Heard you said I'm changing, no peeking

Wanna act like you weren't the reason

When your love switches up like the seasons

'Cause one day we're in love, then you're leaving

When you're here, we're like in different regions

If we're good, then tell me why I'm grieving

Tell me I'm the one to blame

When you're the one who's to blame, yeah

You told me that you would change

But I'm not seeing the change, yeah

I'm crying everyday

I don't wanna live this way, yeah

Tell me I'm the one to blame

Tell me I'm the one to blame, yeah

[Bridge: yung van]

You don't change

Don't wanna be conscious, put me on some Novocain

Used to have a future, but that shit went down the drain

I don't wanna see you, I'ma hop up on a plane

Running from my past, 'cause I just can't face the pain

[Chorus: Two:22]

I wanted to feel

The things that you'd never reveal

Kept secrets that I will always conceal

And never could heal, alone

I wanted to see (I wanted to see)

The things that I thought we could be

Nightmares become the only thing I dream

Wake up to the screams I know