[Chorus: two:22]

I fear what's in the dark

Who I am at heart

Light it up, I spark

But there's no point to start

An! When I'm all alone

Girl pick up the phone

Show me where to go

Gonna need some methadone

It's so hard to be alive

It's so hard to fucking try

Sometimes I jus wanna die

You cannot see it through my eye

I'll be laughing on the day I'm in a coffin

Find me smiling when I'm fallin' into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back

I am fadin' around, and I hope she knows that

But I saved a picture of her on my Kodak

Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

Yeah

[Verse 1: two:22]

I cannot lie, nothin' left inside

Whys it always gotta be the one I love

That makes me cry

You can decide, if we survive

But i just cannot stick around

Snd listen to you tonight

These thoughts will be the death of me

Sometimes I feel it's destiny

Never meant me, no left of me

Riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind

Only happy when I'm high

Feel less dark beside my side

But you break me baby why

[Chorus: two:22]

I fear what's in the dark

Who I am at heart

Light it up, I spark

But there's no point to start

An! When I'm all alone

Girl pick up the phone

Show me where to go

Gonna need some methadone

[Verse 2: lil happy lil sad]

I burn money like it's nothing

Smoke it for the mind but lately I feel like I lost it

Feel like I should stop it

But something made me roll another one

So now I'm off it

Off the dope like I always been

I feel happy for a while but then my head spin

I'd do everything for anything

So if I want it you can bet I'm going all in

That's why my friends call me no chill

'Cause I can try but I can never fucking sit still

Unless I'm off that Mary J

But I gotta stop if i want my girl to stay

'Cause I can't deal with emotions

Need to regulate my smoking

Feel too good when I'm toking

See me laugh when I'm choking

Smoke a 50 bag a day

And to be honest I'm okay

I just need a little break

So I'll get higher when I blaze