Hard to leave behind

Records playing in my mind

Try my best to give it time

I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore

My insides are torn

I have fallen to the floor

No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind

Records playing in my mind

Try my best to give it time

I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore

My insides are torn

I have fallen to the floor

No one knows me I’m forlorn

None of this matters, yeah

It’s all a bunch of bullshit

Climbing the ladders

Click the hammer back and pull it

Feelings are splattered

Find it hard for me to commit

Making me sadder

All the parts I have to omit

Hard to leave behind memories that aren’t created

Miss you in the morning, every evening that we dated

Crying on the inside, bodied never say it

Dying and it feels right, till i slowly cave in

Don’t know who I am no more

Shove my feelings in a drawer

Saddened by the world for sure

Happiness slipped out my pore

Hard to leave behind

Records playing in my mind

Try my best to give it time

I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore

My insides are torn

I have fallen to the floor

No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind

Records playing in my mind

Try my best to give it time

I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore

My insides are torn

I have fallen to the floor

No one knows me I’m forlorn

Bleeding tears and seeing stars

Can see you all way from mars

In my palm the world was ours

But now were broken in scars

Withered down fading away

Nothing left i haves okay

Fucked it all up anyway

Might as well be in a grave

Falling apart, calling this art

Don’t know where to start

Persecuting heart

Lost my high

So say goodbye

Darkness creeps all down inside

Hard to leave behind

Records playing in my mind

Try my best to give it time

I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore

My insides are torn

I have fallen to the floor

No one knows me I’m forlorn

Hard to leave behind

Records playing in my mind

Try my best to give it time

I don’t think that I’ll survive

Cannot do it anymore

My insides are torn

I have fallen to the floor

No one knows me I’m forlorn