[Hook]

Push me to the bridge and I might jump off

I can't take this anger anymore

On my knees, on the floor

All this pressure, I'm 'bout to explode

Today is the day that I'll make them all pay

Can you promise to me they'll have nothing to say

'Cause their words are like knives and they stabbin' my heart

Always killing me, cutting me, ripping apart

[Madrox]

I'm watching trees fly by in the bus ride back from school

I spent the day being harassed, now I'm heading home for some ridicule

Sick of you calling me punk, don't know what she sees in him

Outta work, always tired and drunk, but she believes in him

And I'm more in the way than anything else

The baggage of former marriage

Managed to create hell in spite of itself

And I'm on the verge of an influx and not giving a fuck

And stabbin everyone in the face, at home, repeatedly, till the knife stuck

And eyes, liking to see me get treated less then a loved one

And did nothing while he beated, repeatedly, like a step son

Sweaty palms are clinching the weapon

No more, accepting the fact: I'm Embarassed, I deserve better

I'm racking my red face in burgundy flesh

Covered in gore, and the volume of violence, now is a hush

Blood on the floor and the bodies lay, with stab wounds, fifty or more

And the pain draws the knife to the handle, and straight to the core

(of my family)

[Hook]

Push me to the bridge and I might jump off

I can't take this anger anymore

On my knees, on the floor

All this pressure, I'm 'bout to explode

Today is the day that I'll make them all pay

Can you promise to me they'll have nothing to say

'Cause their words are like knives and they stabbin' my heart

Always killing me, cutting me, ripping apart

[Monoxide]

I used to think it's all good, I'm just a kid

And making fun of everything I do is just what everybody did

And it'd seem, the older that I get, the harder they would hit

And I'm feeling it every bit, like the bite, me wanna switch

What a frightening way to live

And I might be innocent, but I really doubt that shit

I'd say enough's enough, no really, I've had enough

But they keep keeping it up till finally I erupt

Then everybodys families wondering what the fuck?

This little fucking punk just murdered a bunch of what?

The news said a couple of daughters, couple of sons

And it was even done with unregistered gun

They said that by the look on my face I was having fun

But really I was just another one to succumb

The fight I mighta won, but I lost the greater battle

Now I'm just another statistical victim to unravel

[Hook]

Push me to the bridge and I might jump off

I can't take this anger anymore

On my knees, on the floor

All this pressure, I'm 'bout to explode

Today is the day that I'll make them all pay

Can you promise to me they'll have nothing to say

'Cause their words are like knives and they stabbin' my heart

Always killing me, cutting me, ripping apart

[Madrox]

Spit anything, anything on me cause I'm inferior

And the shadow of their ultimate greatness is so superior

And my embarrassment is a token, a trophy

They’re gluttonous bullies and their evil intentions

They'll never know me

I wouldn't be lonely if I only joined their harassment

I'd rather say fuck 'em, get shove in my locker, my ass kicked

I'm so sick of the wack shit, gotta gun in my backpack

To lay you on your back, pull the trigger, then blackness

[Monoxide]

Some of y'all don't recognize my face

But I promise today, when I'm done, that'll never be the case

By the way, I really wanted to say thanks

For making it so much easier for me to bring change

And I don't give a fuck if you understand what I explain

But I can't take another day of me having to keep living this way

To most it's just words, regardless of what they say

And they expect the consequence to be nothing more than the same

I should have to contain all the hate and the pain

Look at my name in vain and I gotta it take it all

Like a grain of salt and it ain't my fault

Probably fought back tears, but right now, right here

I'm making this clear

[Hook]

Push me to the bridge and I might jump off

I can't take this anger anymore

On my knees, on the floor

All this pressure, I'm 'bout to explode

Today is the day that I'll make them all pay

Can you promise to me they'll have nothing to say

'Cause their words are like knives and they stabbin' my heart

Always killing me, cutting me, ripping apart