Intro:

If you want to be a closed book, that's on y'all bei

I tell them how I feel

They want me to hide my feelings, I won't hide it

Cause I was taught that when you feel a way, you go and write it

My n***** stay fighting back tears but they ain't fighting

In the dark times they keep the marijuana lighted

Heaven throwing parties and my dawgs getting invited

They dont want me grieve in public, like my love for them was private

We used to dream of private jets on henny, get excited

But n***** want open up your mind, bе open-minded

Was looking for my heart, thе other day I couldn't find it

Told Gia I would write a song and I just couldn't write it

Climbing on my feelings cause my feelings changed the climate

Climbing in my feeling cause my love for you is timeless

Don't ride in every car cause your killer could be driving

Bitches they might ride dick but that don't mean they riding

I question what life is, it's terrible like Ivan

Really I'm depressed I cover it with the smiling

They tell me what to say like Oh Lord they must be cray

All that's on my mind is how I get it out the way

If I miss my friends why I can't say that everyday

My n***** in the ghetto came by me to get away

And though they safe some walked in my room gone on they waist

And I got n***** who could vouch that

I was never 'bout cap

N***** want be on road, ain't even really about that

You see n***** dying why you wanna be around that

The OG's they allow that, fuck it we gon allow that

He gonna mute the world when he's smoking on a loud pack

He might shoot the world, he lost his world just awhile back

You slide they gone slide back

They don't realize that

All this fake love, fake smiles is why we smile back

My heart was too big Ashton I had to resize that

Joking doing wise cracks, that could get your mind crack

To keep my peace of mind girl I rather not reply back

I got scoliosis through the day I feel my spine crack

Clocks on my spine wishing I could get the time back

I wish I could get swipes back

Cause he got cheated out his life and I don't like that

We know about n***** who got shot but they was like that

Yeah I dont like it

Outro:

Looking for my heart the other day I couldn't find it

Climbing on my feelings cause my feelings changed the climate

Climbing in my feeling cause my love for you is timeless