I hate this place I watch the sky as it turns red

These people in the distance playing with my head

Misled my dreams and neck are hanging by a thread

Misread the signs on my way back they wait ahead

Dawn of the black hearts

I'll blow my brains across the bed i'm bleeding art

Torn down, cut, scarred

Left desecrated and desolate since the start

They've kept me trapped inside this place

Erase my mind let me decay

Hell or heaven they won't show no reverence

Second guessing seconds till the grave

No I won't be saved

Creating chains inside my mind I've bound

Myself to walk forever empty on these planes

Been erased don't need the memories burning my brain

Stayed the same for days on end

Contained in these restraints

Don't ask me why I changed

Replaced my lust for life with hatred

For my own world in exchange

Please don't get close to me

Please don't get close to me

Won't escape the pain that I've created in this place

See I've been broken

I'll sit in silence till my dying day

No I don't need the help or handouts stay the fuck out of my way

My path is chosen

This self destruction mine to recreate

If it's success or death I guess

I'll get the latter, war with my emotions open

I find myself and time begins to fade

So stop your searching I've been hiding

In a place you'll never find me, slow corrosion

With open arms I welcome this decay