Why they want me dead

I cause no harm but lead

Leave me red

Bloodshed

My skin it shed

I lose my shed

The street my shed

The block my bed

I’m feeling like a nomad

And if I ain’t have this notepad

To stand up and pen down this song in hopes that

It gives me the feeling of a home

And not a house

The comfortability in kicking my feet up on the couch

Open the fridge and grab those groceries from Sprouts

No more fast food I’m off of that shit

No more feeling past due

Uh

I’m on to it

Before it’s even mentioned foreal

I can’t find a place to rest my head

Or put these thoughts to rest

So I speak the rest of what needs to be said

To the grass in this field

Or the lines on this street

I turn the corner and consider pouring my heart out

To this parked black Jeep

It’s been there since 10 pm

And right now its 'bout 3

And the only thing I’ve had to drink or eat

Was a dream and my spit

Don’t you see

I been chewed up for what I believe

Why can’t I ever be free?

I get one bit of release

And then they back to handcuffing me

All this talk of wanting nothing to do with me

But you won’t ever let me leave

I can’t understand this obsession

With false possession

The false perception you have of me

Be having me

Fucked beyond all the way above me

I mean so above me

I feel it’s not even for me to speak on it deep

So above me that only God is in arms reach

Of what you’re claiming who I am or who I be

I know you got a problem with the way that I speak

I know you don’t like the fact that when you see my face on TV screens

I'm never smiling

Thats cus I ain’t got no teeth

I ain’t got no meal

I ain’t got no chance for me to speak how I feel

You don’t care and neither do my own kind

We beef over money when we grew up just alike

I can’t understand why I am, why I am

I guess that’s why to everyone

I play the sacrificial lamb

I fight the man

I fight this plan

Set out to leave me dead and gone

All I can say is "Damn"

Yo how’d we get to this?

And why am I here?

While you get to choose your life

I was forced this nightmare

I wish you felt what I felt for once

So you can go and feel those cold stares

So you can sleep on cold stairs

Or be on the verge of suicide everyday

But you still scared

So every night you sleep

Hoping you don’t hear roosters in ya ear

These bitches is birds

They don’t know they own worth

But quick to tell me I ain’t shit

Cus she don’t see what she like in me, in her

This world done kicked me to the curb like a nomad

I’m always on the road just know that

Even tho we don’t share the same beliefs

And you can’t seem to see what I see

I don’t want you dead and I don’t wish for bloodshed

I just do what I do to survive

Cus death ain’t a option

When God call on me

Just know that ima block it

Ima spark a change inside your brain and can't nobody stop it

But I still thank above for another 24

Especially cus there won’t ever be another

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