If I could get all the time back that I wasted

I woulda been blown

If i ain’t in they top rappers then lets face it

It’s cus my skin tone

Now I put my all and then some

Watching your homies blow

Make you wanna go get it tenfold

I be needing time away

Even from my kinfolk

But i’ll be right back for shit sho

Smokers circle steady puffin on that Indo

High enough to shake the homies hands that’s been gone

And i’ll be right back

High off contact like a zip phone

Junior high flippin' off a flip phone

Selling trap phones off my big bro

Bustin' backflips off gazebos

Got bitches begging me to bust in all 3 holes

Before she called me 24

She called me Lindo

I can’t trust a bitch they all shaky like a free throw

2K fans and it’s only been a year hoe

By next year i’ll be in my own league tho

They say the more money, more problems

Tell that to the man that’s dead broke and steady starving

I take these hard hits to the chin

And charge it to the cartridge

Blowing on a candle, Wishing on a star it’s

All goin get better

I been a trend setter

Settin' trends to make amends

These demons i hope to get rid of

And if i get that feeling

That i won’t make it home

I call my momma phone let her know

I’ll see you when i see you

Swear it’s a cold world

And i ain’t need J Cole word

But i know when he hear this he goin'

Feel the change in weather

I’m more than heating up

I’m satan home if he ain’t pay the AC bill in long

I gotta fire deep inside me I cannot control

I know everybody gotta side they wish to not show

But i’m scared to show mine and lose a part of my soul

Don’t wanna have to lose my soul

I just hope I make it through

I just wanna get from inside my head

I don’t wanna put my all and fail again

I just need someone i can call on to

I just need a sign that i’m goin be okay

I don’t wanna bother you

I remember hoping I could just be dead

I just wanna get from inside my head

I just hope I make it through

I just wanna get from inside my head

I don’t wanna put my all and fail again

I just need someone i can call on to

I just need a sign that i’m goin be okay

I don’t wanna bother you

I remember hoping I could just be dead

I just wanna get from inside my head