Reckless - Intellectual

[Verse 1:]

My future's finally clear, even with my eyes shut

I won't question high ideas, they go and chose us

So realize and use us, the words of the mistress

The words that was written all as a statistics

Seen the better side of life, I experience the worst

God must have saved something for me for what is worth

Ex cocaine, hell run eighty just up in eighty

No matter what state I was in I was up in edit

Might know your brain, was in my teens when I started tootling

The money ain't a thing, came in and start shooting

Got this track on my arm and maybe you can feel me

Made me honest with that, addiction tried to kill me

No affection in my brain, information in my heart

How could I be so bright, the future looked so dark

When hospitalized for my deeds I was moving in high speed

Seeing shit dope through high Vs

I know I come a long way for me to talk about it

You been through what I been through? But I doubt it

Ah, it don't mean that I'm better than you

I just read the prescription of the man, it all work through

But if I had to do it all again

There be time interpretation of my life

Says that I've seen the Passion of Christ with millions

And record sales to the consumer drug sales

To seeing loved ones die while in jail

Know how it feels to have a child that you barely hail

And how it feel when left on betray

Now I know how it feel to probail

Now I know hot it feel when God take you high, set a movie scale

I've been on a journey but I realized life's just a long sometime to see the heart to meet

I put you alone

I'm feeling thug into the microphone

Taking hardship using God's gifts

Inspite a nigga that turns

Got his YNT vision that gotta be fulfilled

Like the 22 years got on to turn on the bill

So miss me with the fake shit, cause I can't take it

I'm thanking God for my experience for living reckless

But if I had to do it all again