The Sending

By Tulpas

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Where did you go?

I’ve been seeking for what feels like forever

How could I have known?

I have to help you but I can’t save myself

Tragedy

Feels like a fucking tomb

I can’t escape the weight of this pain

I pray, send me to the furthest reaches of oblivion

Expectations are the source of my

Wounds opening, spilling me into the sending

I am broken, I am lost in my own suffering

Anger consumes me and becomes me till I’m nothing

I can’t fix what I can’t change but I crave reckoning

Whеre did you go?

I refuse to еmbrace tragedy

How could I have known?

Send me down

What’s the point

Straddling the line of living and existence

I can’t see

Why my life has meaning or any purpose at all

Missing piece

I just want to move on but I can never forget

The hole you left

Maybe I can accept that it’s out of my control

I’m so lost

Send me down

Tragedy is flooding me like rising seas

The current ebbs and flows

Nobody knows, no guarantees

Rage overcomes and brings me down onto my knees

I can’t breathe

Expectations suffocate

I’m under siege

Accept the swelling tides of suffering will come ashore

Nations rise and fall upon the ocean floor

It’s not your war

Float, don’t fight against the coursing waters aimlessly

You will see

Acceptance is a flowing stream

You’ll know peace