[Intro]

Tryston had a dream

Tryston had a dream

When I was six I wasn't mean

Tryston had a dream to be happy

I just wanted to be happy

[Verse 1]

I, I know that I can do this

I know I can defeat this demon

Or this monster in me

And I know I got the shit end of the stick

But I got hope in her like she's my savior

Light a cig, shit

Whatever never mind

I think about her all the time

I couldn't chase her out my mind

She's what I crave she's just a dime

She likes to

Tug on my heart strings

Pretend to kill me

One day I will die

And then she (bitch) wins

I got the addictive gene from my dad

I'm just a dick to things cause I'm mad (fuck you)

I wanna overdose on my girl

Cause she's the only way I stay glad

I can't keep running shit when I'm sad

I can't keep doing this or I'll drag myself down

Down into a hole

I don't know if I'll get out of

[Hook]

I believe I'm dying

I believe in flying

I believe I'll find it

The dream that you provided

[Verse 2]

Another bottle full of pills

Another bottle full of tears

Another bottle all these years

You never struggled but here I am

Never fear

She's always near

I can't get away oh dear

You know I've tried but every time

I take a hit I lose my mind

That's why I need her

Every time I see her she's cold just like an igloo

I forget my problems

But the thing is she's the issue

She's killing me slowly

She don't even know it

She just wants to get me high

I can't continue

Fucking Deja-vu

[Hook]

I believe I'm dying

I believe in flying

I believe I'll find it

The dream that you provided

[Verse 3]

I want the sweet release of this pain

I'm sick of playing all of these games

I look for you to heal me from things

But you're the toxic thing in my veins

Yeah you're the pills I crave in my sleep

You're the alcohol in my dreams

Yeah I got problems sipping on lean

Yeah you got problems kinda like me

But we just sit back and believe

Like that's gonna work all in between

All the times we think that it helps

But there she goes just offering hell

I think she likes to see us when down

Not no more I've been all around

I'm not going downtown

With her no more

See I've been found

Slow it down

[Hook]

I believe I'm dying

I believe in flying

I believe I'll find it

The dream that you provided

[Verse 4]

I'm going down

I'm going down

I can't get up

I'm falling down

And I can't see

I'm going blind

Is this the end

I see my friends

They're in my head

It's all a fraud

I can't believe

Nothing's real

I just craved

A bit of fame

I didn't want this

Ease the pain

It's insane

The way my brain

Goes away

And today

I just thought I'd fucking end it

Well hooray

Cause here I am

Laying on the cold hard ground

I just wanna get around

But now I'm just going down

I am just going down

[Outro]

You are the sun that lights up my life

You always shine so bright

If you could see what happened to me

You might just be scared

I, I, fuck, fuck this, fuck

Fuck