I only came with my hands to lend

I didn't think it would have to end up like this

With this doubt in my face in the first place

Why the fuck didn't you leave a trace

Not a mark to be found

Matter of fact, I don't recall ever having hit the ground

This was never a lie for me

This was never a lie for me

Regret the first time I came through

At first I thought it was a mistake

Recalibrate, find my ground

And turn off my hate

Contempt for the righteous

Contempt for the so-called virtuous

It's all back handed liеs anyway

Regret the first timе I came through

I lament the day it all turned around

Three hours in and I still

I push away, you weaken my life

Push away, you fucked up my mind

Push away, you steal my drive

Push away, cause I'll break you

I push away, you weaken my life

Push away, you fucked up my mind

Push away, you steal my drive

Push away, cause I'll break you

As I look into my so-called friend's eyes

I see the person I'm told I should be

I see the person I'm supposed to be

I see the person I will never be

But everyone is better than me, right?

Every fucking person in my life

Every fucking person in my life

And if you believe that...

Regret the first time I came through

I lament the day it all turned around

Three hours in and I still

I push away, you weaken my life

Push away, you fucked up my mind

Push away, you steal my drive

Push away, cause I'll break you

I push away, you weaken my life

Push away, you fucked up my mind

Push away, you steal my drive

Push away, cause I'll break you