[Verse 1]

It's been so long

I've gotten numb

I just forgot

How it is to be alone

Hearts feels like stone

Getting up off my knees

Dream of what I could own

But I'm only 18

[Verse 2]

I've been thinking alone

Cause I don't know why I feel this way

My mind starts to roam

Cause I know that I'm never gonna be that way

Now it's got me reaching into the dark

Cause I don't wanna be insane anymore

And I should be ashamed

Cause I felt the same before

[Pre-Chorus]

I know what I want

Reality

But what I've done

It ain't what I need

Can't say sorry

I don't wanna impede

I know what I feel

And I know this ain't me

[Chorus]

Don't know what it is cause I been in my own head

But I'll stick around for the end

Don't know what this is but I'm in over my head

Don't wanna feel this way again

[Verse 3]

Don't know what it is

But I'm focusing

To keep you at bay

To keep you away

Was it how you feel

Were we even real

Promise I can change my identity

Got no ID is this where I belong

[Pre-Chorus]

Can I prevent this pain

I can't isolate

The inconsistent aim

I can't seem to change

To chase my dream

I want to reach

I know what I feel

But I know this ain't me

[Chorus]

Don't know what it is cause I been in my own head

But I'll stick around for the end

Don't know what this is but I'm in over my head

Don't wanna feel this way again

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]

Don't know what it is cause I been in my own head

But I'll stick around for the end

Don't know what this is but I'm in over my head

Don't wanna feel this way again