It's so complicated

I just can't handle it

I can't even stand it

I don't understand it

I keep on breaking the plans that I had set

I say I'm fine but I don't really mean it

Thought I was close but I am nowhere near it

Losing the thread and I can't reconnect it

Fighting the good fight and I can respect that

Held it together but it slid Through my hands

I kept composure, still it slipped through the cracks

Now I'm picking up the pieces that I can’t get back

And every single mistake just pulls me back off track