Sensei

By Troyleft

Released on May 19, 2021

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Overstayed, overcompensated

Talking to the wall, having conversations

Shrink got involved and I got sedated

Moonshine, come alive, dropped the day shift

Trust the process, forgot the patience

Fuck the nonsense, make it stop, I hate this

Telling on myself so I do not get wasted

Tell them of my health in detox and inpatient and

All of that

Reroute energy, synergy

Fall back

Pop ringing me nonstop, gotta call back

Crop gonna yield enеmies if I sew what I reap with no glow

Gotta spеak to the problem that

I have, it’s back, can't follow that

Relentless, no slack, can’t cut it that

Send it off and that’s that, can’t want it back

No matter the degree to which I have been fond of that

No friendship with the temptress, fuck her

My head hurt, chest hurt, and my lungs hurt

Ruminating on it, not fond of when I wonder

Getting so high that everything had went up under

Gotta pick it up

New love, no drug, still live it up

Kick the can't, kick the bottle, don’t forget the cup

Admit that it’s done

And the next day

On the best day

I’m sober and I'm feeling like a sensei

And on my worst day

I’m sober and I’m waiting for a reset dates

Where it all feels good again, hoping that it could again

Nope, not yet Nate

You cannot reset fate