=ⓛᆺⓛ= (BDD) - Intellectual

[Intro]

Heaven couldn't wait for you

[Verse 1]

Can't form a fist

Feel the vomit in my chest

My weak is a symptom of cute

Prescribed pillow head

Dating residents of death

Cut back until a skeleton in a suit

Them glaring sharp eyes

Dashing trauma in disguise

Watching, remember what we've been through

With a heart full a gold

Don't expect to grow old

For them it's a battle they can't chew

‘Cause you hurt for their click

But with thе body of a spic

All the change in the world wouldn't do

Oh you, oh you, oh you, oh you

Oh baby yеs its true

Heart rate too high bloodshot saggy eyes

Dry mouth with some sores to boot

Remember eating from the trash and lying with the bugs

Why ditto something of pursuit?

Keep it empty in the trolley

Not a bottle of Dasani

Bathe with falling hairballs and shampoo

Pure dry frail pale

Run my nails down the scale

A hermit stretch marks as tattoos

[Bridge]

Hold me down tight

You can't hear my pleads tiptoe around life

Man in white said “i wasn't so bright”

What do he know, he's twice my size

Trapped in a mess I can't escape in

[Verse 2]

Never no way me and the doc lack patience

Wallow away in bed for the ideal image agent

Bargained remedies but we knew I wouldn't take them

Wasn't open up to these type of conversations

But with you I knew you would always listen

Screening through a screen, thought I swapped my addiction

That's what I'd tell myself in the kitchen

A hand sticking out, a dashing deception

How could you be there, you can't feel a thing?

Fingers shrinking thinner, that's some loose rings

Disjointed my soul left to the net

Price you pay for the ribs on your chest

Refund regrets?

No, that's no deal

Years in the making please tell me what's real

This is too static