Since the start, I

Knew it was going to be like this

Maybe I only loved you 'cause

I knew we wouldn't eclipse

Seeing things I've never

Changing you not saying a word

Illusions which morph you in my head even if they aren't true

If this was all a dream

I could do anything

I've held on for so long

Now what's stopping me?

Woah, what's stopping, stopping me, woah

Am I living in a dream

Or a nightmare?

A desire or a trance

I can't tell the difference

So what happens when

My eyes don't light up

When I can't get up

All because of you

This is bound to break

At some given time

But who knows

When this web will tear?

These walls were made to crumble at any time

So why am I surprised they're breaking right now?

So where did you go?

Do I want to know?

How much I was trying to resist?

Am I gonna stand

In this pouring rain

Looking for something that doesn't, doesn't doesn't exist?

©trisha (@trishasmusic)