[Intro: Obi]

Thought I looked and saw a photo of my life

Not four years before I turned five, that’s enough

When you truly know the nature of our lives

It’ll be way past our all our primes, what a bust

[Verse 1: Phantom]

I’ve been seeing eyes but they just whispered in my head

We'll never truly kick it 'til the bucket at the end

Fuck, I need a drink, I need a bump, I need a bend

I need a... I guess I need a next

Still you talking like you know me

That’s the perks of growing up, never know until it's done

The greatest enemy is the person in your life

That makes you think that when you grow up all your shit will be all right

Could be a mother or a father or a sister

Usually a lover, never thought that you could miss but

Aiming’s getting tough when you've been aiming for a missed shot

I guess this growing up is just the painting on the picture

[Hook: Phantom]

And I'll drink 'til my liver gets cirrhosis

And I’ve been thinking it's something that you should notice

From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus

And I'll just drink until my liver gets cirrhosis

I need some balance, need some truth

I need to go with

I need to go with

[Verse 2: Obi]

And I'll just drink 'til my liver gets cirrhosis

And my wife gets a call from a room

I’m just lying in, no need to lie to the family

We just dying, man

I need some balance, I need some truth, I need some vitamins

I need some guidance, I'm just sick of all the lying, man

I’m sick of all the lying, man

[Verse 3: Phantom]

Could’ve been the twenty hours I was closed lip

Did you even notice, it's notable

Never needed your help

Or did I lie to myself

It's easy tryna cope

When you deny that you're alone

Forgetting times, I got too fucked up drinking wine

And calling phones I knew would not reply

Or even give me the time, just to swipe to the right

A little message or line, I think I'm losing my…

[Verse 4: Phantom]

It's all good

Forgetting times, on time again

It's all good

'Cause I’ma smash a fucking bottle

And I'll drink 'til hallelujah

Fucking forty days left praying

Just to fall upon a new star

It's all good, it's all good

[Hook: Phantom]

And I'll drink 'til my liver gets cirrhosis

And I’ve been thinking it's something that you should notice

From all this calling out, deaf ears are just a lotus

And I'll just drink until my liver gets cirrhosis

I need some balance, need some truth

I need to go with

I need to go with