(Verse 1)

I am not perfect, my person and work is worth less

Than something worth nothing

In it’s worst mess; recovering

Yesterdays decisions set pivoting on the axel of grace

My mistakes that I constantly get reminded of

We were doing fine and I really felt we were growing

But little did I see seeds sown

The bitterness; turning, watering thoughts

Contributing to the abort, fought with everything caught

Then falling when shown the flaws

Walking I felt mature and unveiling all of my sores

Team no stress – finally had something to run for

Finally gave me a finality to this new decade

But the sins of the past will always be

Cause if they don’t let it go, how can I forgive me?

Judgment around my throat, yet you expect me to breathe

A ring around you finger is all I sought to achieve

But that Wednesday morning convo, it gave you courage to leave, uh….!

(Chorus)

Staring a debt I can’t afford to pay

I could say sorry but it's all in vein

Tomorrow may come and abort the pain

Telling me about another yesterday (yesterday)

Holding on to everything from yesterday (yesterday)

Every step forward is a stone away (stone away)

So maybe their forgiveness is something I won't attain

(Verse 2)

You’re a man now, it’s time you really took some control of me

Take the time to listen and take my hand as your holding me

We can talk to others, avoiding all of the colder leans

Side-eyes, lack of integrity that’s my baby sis

My nemesis, the lies and the pride of life

They dislike like a knife inside

So for me be the fighting type -

And live what you recite on the mic from the cadence down to the night

To the sun rise, for the life - with the truth never you hide

So embrace me, honestly the adverb to who I be

Picked apart your penance

Then penetrating you properly

Times you tried to cover, you realized there was no stopping me

Economizing truth, so I’m proud to have the monopoly

You sit and wonder why they doubt you, actions speak louder than words

And really you’ve been whispering this whole time

Holy in my whole plight - now it’s time to hold tight

Like a girl with stockings in her hands – see the foresight

I can see disorder that’s ordering orchestrating your pausing

Appalling, talking like Paul

Actions are Saul-ing, according to all the falling

That’s causing Spiritual whoredom – need more than you calling forces

So call him Christ the important, king

He can help us walk together the way we were meant to

Now I’m sitting on your tongue like the way that I’m meant to

Honesty, you can call me honesty

Audibly hearing the truth I love as we’re travelling on this odyssey

(Chorus)

Staring a debt I can’t afford to pay

I could say sorry but it's all in vein

Tomorrow may come and abort the pain

Telling me about another yesterday (yesterday)

Holding on to everything from yesterday (yesterday)

Every step forward is a stone away (stone away)

So maybe their forgiveness is something I won't attain

(Verse 3)

So the sentence I was sentenced with

I don’t see the sense in it

When you were sent to cross

Then ascended, we’re assembling

Taking in the scent of him

Sending in a certain sin

Severing my serving him

My surgeon is a certain king

Nails into his wrist

He was arrested as he wrestled

With the notion for dying for some ungrateful individuals

Can this cup of suffering passeth over my head

But submitted to the will of the Lord and died instead

Last thing that he said, it is finished – got the job done

Forgiveness now available for those who believe in the son

I believe in the one – who easily won

Tells me he loves me, his heavy weight an easier tonne

So who are you to then condemn me

I’m a outpour my heart until my tank is on empty

Repent for my failures, and acknowledge every wrong

And if you still can’t let it go, then you’ve missed the point of the song –

I’m just saying…

(Chorus)

Staring a debt I can’t afford to pay

I could say sorry but it's all in vein

Tomorrow may come and abort the pain

Telling me about another yesterday (yesterday)

Holding on to everything from yesterday (yesterday)

Every step forward is a stone away (stone away)

So maybe their forgiveness is something I won't attain