Lord forgive me

For what happened

Last night

That shit scarred me

I didn’t know that a man

Could be that way

I never thought I would see the day

Where my family was torn in half

I miss the days where we weren’t torn and could laugh

I miss my cousin stuck in the slammer

It ain’t no clapping the hammer

But the judge was slamming the hammer

But I ain’t gonna judge I don’t know what goes through peoples minds

When they hear about people committing these crimes

I’m happy my daddy sober

Even know my parents marriage is over

Shit gonna keep rolling like a rover

Maybe my luck will get better if I find a clover

It’s hard adjusting especially around the holidays

It’s tough especially out of all the days

I miss all the yays

Now it’s just all calls and complains

My grandparents ain’t doin so well

Seeing it like this is all hell

But my families unity is all swell

But I’m still sad so I’ll dwell

I’m 18 now

That’s new

But I’m scared of life

It can be cut throat like a knife

Mama worried I’ll fail

But we all chasin our tail

If life hits you on the head with a idea

Like it’s hail

Embrace it

We all gonna make it

Succes we gotta take it

Love this bitch I took her pussy and I ate it

It’s crazy man

I’ve been workin late nights in the studio

Tryna make a classic like coolio

Rappin my ass off like foolio

I seems when I have something

People just don’t care

They like coolio hoolio

Covid ain’t a joke

Lost two family members over Christmas it ain’t joke

My grandpa almost died, I may of have covid

And my grandma had stroke

Imma cry I might choke